Well, the most recent thing is, I've decided to revive my old screenname, which is darkangelz5 so drop me a line! Ok, now I'll just get to what happened yesterday...
Well, the day, I would say, started out pretty good. I woke up fairly early, and my mom was just about to wake me up anyway. Now, my mom is the nice caring type, unlike my dad, so then she asked me, "do you want breakfast?" and I said, "no not really, I'm not hungry..." so I get dressed and then I go to the bathroom to brush my teeth and she pokes her head in the door and says, "do you want some eggs?" and then I thought for a second and I nodded, "ok." So she goes and makes eggs while I brush my teeth and stuff... so then I go over to the kitchen and the eggs are on the plate. My brother is there... watching TV... so I eat the eggs and I said, we should go now... so we go, but we have to drop by Angela/Sophia's house first to tell them that I don't need that ride to school... it turns out that they were waiting for me for a few minutes! Oops.. sorry Angela and Sophia! x_x
So I get to school... and I actually had some time before the bell rang... so all was well until 3rd period... where we took that quiz... I thought I was going to do horrible, but... it turns out I got a 37/40 which was better than I expected, so yay! Hehe.4th period was great! Mr. Allen bought us pizza just like he promised. I love it when he spoils us! Yes, that's sad but well, that's me for ya... I saved 2 slices for Nancy cause I know she would want it, no money and she's always starving ya know? Ok, so then there was that rally, which was ok, but I think it's a lot more fun if you're sitting and you're in the crowd... lunch was fine... 6th period was normal...Then after school Angela, Sophia, Nancy and a whole bunch of other people (and I) were playing Uno. It was fun cause I got to win a few times because I'm awesome at that game. ^_- It was a lot of fun... reminds me of good times. Ok, since Angela and Sophia were in the pit, they had practice so they had to go, and everyone else in the group pretty much broke up... so we didn't play after that. Oh yeah, I called my mom to tell her that I had no transportation back home or back to school, so I had to stay at school. So she was like ok... so that's when it happened... I'm not even sure how it happened...It was pretty much cool for the beginning, but after about 5pm, I started getting kind of down... Chris flashed me one of his old faces. It was the one where he shakes he's head no and makes this face... I don't know how to explain. I guess you have to see it in order to understand. But I don't know... after I saw that, this doubt in the back of me just somehow appeared... I think a part of me wanted to be with Chris again, yes, I know I've been having a lot of these weird thoughts back and forth. I don't know, I can't... like help it. Sometimes I think about it, and I'm so down, but other times I think of the good stuff that happened, and I'll smile. It's funny cause I really don't know what I want. Well, I know what I don't want. I don't want to get back with Chris. Yes, I miss him a lot, I do care... but not so much... and not so much as before. I miss the talking... I miss a lot about him... ...there's just a lot to miss... I guess, I mean even Gus and I are on a good level now. I guess I just want that with Chris.Since the band was warming up and I was kinda depressed Ricky started pissing me off... so much that I just had to get outta that band room and once he was gone... I made new lyrics to the song "I'm a little teapot." The lyrics are:Here is my dick, give it a lick
When we start fucking, then you'll say,
Ew! This shit is making me gay!