I was looking back on some older entries. I've just now realized how much my life has gotten better. I look back and all I see is about how I've messed up again and how I feel worthless and I wanna kill myself and crap. Now everything is just happy sunshine. All that worthless junk is so depressing. It's so sad how I was so blind. And the thing is, it's all the works of Chris. It was eating me alive so silently. Well, that's over and done with. I still have feelings for him, but I don't need shit happening between us ever again. Damn I was blind...

*KawaII*