Ok... Chris and I just had this really long chat and I'm so confused now. I feel better because for the first time I was able to stand up for myself, like the whole time. It feels like it's going somewhere. The only thing I'm confused about is... do I want it to go somewhere? *Sigh* I hate choices. I guess if things are different... Arg! I just don't know anymore... For now, I'll just focus on becoming a better friend towards him, I'm not sure about anything else... and i'll just leave it at that I guess.