11.14.02
#194 - A German letter

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A few days ago, I got a letter that said:

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I had no idea what it said, so I was like, what do I do? I wanted to delete it cause I was pretty sure it was porn crap, 'cause that's what they keep sending me now. I'm so sick and tired of it, maybe I'll change my e-mail address, but I don't really care, I guess. It's annoying blocking them, but new ones keep poping up from different addresses, I mean you think some people had a life... geez. Okay, so I was gonna ask Miss White (my french teacher) what it said, 'cause she knows some German, but then I remembered this website translator thingy so I went there. Well, someone wrote me an email... go figure.

I've been thinking about locking my diary permanetly, but I don't know, that goes against what I believe in, I guess mostly because these things are supposed to be shared to the public... whatever. The only reason I ever started this was 'cause I can't write as fast as I think, but I can pretty much type as fast as I think... well, I go faster, that's for sure. Tomorrow is the last [away] game of the year. I don't want to go, 'cause I'm too lazy... but you know, it is the last game of the season.

I called Chris today. He said he still liked me. Me too, I think. I don't know. I really don't want anything to do with him as far as it goes. I guess in the long run, I am just sick and tired of it. You get to a point where it's just like, "get the fuck away!" I guess I'm expressing the anger that I have at myself onto him, but sometimes you just stop giving a shit. Oh, but this is Chris I'm talking about. I'm putting an end to this once and for all. I know you're gonna think how's that gonna work? I'm gonna stop this by stopping what made this start in the first place. drumline!!! I swear, now everytime I look at quints I'm gonna go, "stupid Chris." I'm sorry everyone else that's been super nice and NEVER gave me a hard time, which is really just Arthur, though there are other people who gave me a little bit of hard time, which I hardly think it counts, which is Vanessa, and Jason. People that were okay are Anthony, and Ricky, but then again, Ricky's a lousy section leader. Well, the other two, AJ and Chris, gave me the hardest time. Yeah, I'll admit that I hardly know AJ, or talk to him for that matter, and I suppose if I made an attempt to try, maybe I could've fixed something, but... who knows? Chris has this anger towards me, I know it. I'm not gonna give you the reason why, but I know he's angry and he's taking it out on me. I'm sick and tired of all this bullshit. Drumline is not a line. When I think of a line. I think of a line, yeah, but a line that's run smoothly and it has good functions. I guess you could almost say a "cell" in biology terms. Oh, speaking of science junk, I gotta tell you this chemistry joke later. I mean, in a "cell" without the ribosomes or the SER, or the cytoskeleton, it's just not a cell. I guess what I'm saying is that drumline doesn't have the right "function" for it to be called a drumline. Oh yeah, I frigging hate the people in drumline, except the few exceptions, you should know who you are.

Okay, so I gotta tell you this joke Ms. Royer told us today. A neutron goes to a bar and asks a proton for a beer. "What's the charge?" the neutron asks. "For you, nothing!" the proton says. "Are you positive?" the neutron asks. "Yes, I am!" the proton says. The electon, hearing this, cries out, "How come he's free of charge?" And the neutron replies, "quit being so negative!" Oh and today we were also talking about dihydrogen monoxide and how it's bad and stuff and yeah, there's this club or whatever to ban it so then this person says, "you mean, ban H20?" Do you get it? the "di" means 2 and "mono" means 1. But the correct term for H20 is bihydrite monoxide. (get how CO2 came from carbon dioxygen - ygen + ide, because ox is the prefix which we keep we get rid of the rest and add "ide" at the end. Dioxide. See it? Or... CO... carbon monoxide! Hehe. Chemistry...) Well anyway, I'm being a science nerd, but I don't know, I really enjoy chemistry. One of my friends, I think it was Jaclyn, asked me if I was gonna major in chemistry or something like that and I was like hmm... I mean, it wouldn't be such a bad idea. I don't know what I would do with my life, majoring in chemistry, but I really do enjoy it, so I don't know... maybe.

I got a cold. It was because I was emotionally weak, but now I'm alright again, it was the 3rd time in a row that I cried, but I always feel better after it. I don't get myself sometimes, but I just hope that all this ends by the end of marching band because you just get so sick and tired of it after awhile.

I was thinking about playing flute next year for marching band, but I think I'll just stick with pit, I guess marching is just not for me. So, I'll just go back to pit next year and I'll probably go to wind ensemble or whatever my senoir year... 'cause for sure, I'm taking Japanese next year for 0 period. I just don't know for sure if it is offered 0 period. If it isn't, I don't think I could take it then. *Sigh* What boring problems I have... whatever. I love my boring problems. Stay away world! Anna wants to be left alone. Well, can't think of anything else, though there's probably more. See ya, Prue.

*KawaII*


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