8/27/08 - Most of this stuff is really old so I decided to keep most of it in tact, with the exception of the *deleted* insertions.

Update on 12/29/03 (new stuff on buttom)

1. If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? Well, actually, I don't think that my mom will let anyone have my stuff and it's not like I'm going to be writing a will, but if it was up to me, I'd say whoever wants it can fight over it. Another way to remember me, right?

2. Who is the one person that you could stand spending a straight 24 hours with and not get the slightest bit annoyed with? Andre. Not sure about Nancy, considering how things are now...

3. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change (personality and looks)? I want those line thingys above the eyes, and a nice eye color to go with it :) I'd hope that I'm not as jealous and not as nice.

4. What is the one thing you just have to do before you die? Have sex.

5. If you won the lottery what would you do with your, let's say, 18 million dollars? I'd buy stuff I want... say a new computer, or a car... etc. Then I'll divide the remaining money, put half of it in the bank and give the other half to charity.

6. What do you want people to say about you when you die? "She was so great, she accomplished...."

7. How long does it take you to get ready to go out? Hmm... 30 minutes? But it usually depends on the case.

8. What would you like to be reincarnated as? A dog, perferably a scottie.

9. Do you make fun of your friends? Certain ones.

10. Do you enjoy talking to your self? Sometimes, but I mutter to myself, not really talk.

11. What's your biggest fear? A thing would be a roach. In general, I'm scared to become a failure.

12. What would you have liked to be named? Hmm... I don't know. I think Anna is fine.

13. What's your most prized (material) possession? Er... anything in my room that I hang on the wall or have it displayed on my desk.

14. What songs bring back the most memories? Hanging by a moment by Lifehouse and First love by Utada Hikaru.

15. What's the largest organ in the human body? Um... I thought this was about me? Okay, okay. It's the skin.

16. Do you have a bar trick? A bar trick? What's that?

17. Could a pack of wolves have done a better job raising you than your parents? No way! ...maybe it might be true for my dad...

18. What do you look for in the opposite sex? Err... good communication, interesting subjects, etc, fun, outgoing...etc etc... Oh! And I have to be able to trust him.

19. If you were given one day to live what would you do? Go out, get wasted, get drunk, smoke joints, have sex, that kinda thing. But I better die the next day...

20. What's your best physical feature? ...my hair?

21. What's your summer job? I didn't have one.

22. What was the worst punishment your parents inflicted? I couldn't go out for a week. That tells you how nice they are when it comes to punishment :)

23. What have you learned about love? Be true and honest and everything will happen the way it supposed to happen. If it didn't work out, you're just getting warmed up for what's supposed to come.

24. How have you changed in the past year? Wow, I can't begun to say all the things that have changed, including myself. I think differently and I see things differently, and I've discovered who I am and what kind of person I'll turn out to be.

25. What's your way of escaping reality? Watching movies, or reading a book.

26. What hair problems have you had? *deleted*

27. What's the most annoying thing people tell you about you? Something that I already know, like if they said, "*deleted*" I'd be like... well duh!

28. Have you met any celebrities? Nope.

Questions from Sommer's email.

1. If you had the choice to spin around the sun, or walk on the moon, which would you choose and why? Walk on the moon. Spinning makes me dizzy.

2. What color do you think best describes you and why? White, cause I'm pure!

3. Would you ever share you heart completely with someone else? No, I think I would love too many people just to give my heart to one person.

4. Which sense could you not live without, and why? Hearing, I have to hear music.

5. Have you ever written on a mirror? Err... I don't think so.

6. If you could change one thing you did in the last 24 hours, what would it be and why? Err... Ask my crush out? LOL JK. No way would I do that... um... nothing really. I lived life to the fullest today. Well maybe I would make Mike one of those Valentine's thing, cause he gave me one.

7. Do you prefer sleeping outside beneath the night sky, or your cozy bed indoors? Indoors!! I hate camping and stuff...

8. What is the most beautiful thing in the world? Things that we never noticed or take for granted.

9. Name one person whose changed your life for the better? Err... Everyone changes me in some way. Not sure which one changed me for the better.

10. What is one thing that can make you smile no matter what mood your in? If I think about something or someone I'm really obsessed with.

-What do you...?-

1. What do you think of the way you look? I guess I'm okay.

2. What do you think about your attitude? I have an attitude? I hope not.

3. What do you think about life after death? It's the preperation for the next life.

4. What do you think about karma? I believe in karma.

5. What do you think about love? I would just love love if it was on my side, but it's always been a not very cool ending for me...

6. What do you think about fate? I think it's there, but fate doesn't make your decisions.

7. What do you think about yourself? I think I could stand to lose a few pounds. If you think I'm skinny, you'll be surprised.

8. What do you tell yourself if times get hard? It'll get better. If it doesn't, keep waiting for it to get better.

9. What would you give your life for? Whoever I love or whatever I believe in.

10. What do you think about your first love? He's okay, I haven't really talked to him lately, but he knows I still love him, and I'm sure he still loves me too...

11. What do you think about the first person that loved you? Err... he was too boring and not exciting enough. Come to think of it, we don't even have all that in common... What was I thinking? No offense *first love*.

12. What are you scared of? Roaches, being a failure in life.

13. What would life be without friends? It would kind of be the way it is now, not that I don't have friends, but I don't really feel close to them...

14. Without family? Um... homeless? Well besides that I'd miss my mom and my brother... not sure about my dad.

-Do you...?-

1. Do you write in a journal or diary? I used to write in a journal, but I stopped after I got this online diaryland thing.

2. Do you keep an organizer? No, I am incredible at remembering stuff, so I have no need for one, but I am extremely organized.

3. Do you believe in love at first sight? Well, depends on how you look at it. I mean, I had a love at first sight going on with Chris, but it wasn't that I 'fell in love with him when I saw him'. I just felt something that I knew was there.

4. Do you believe that every person has one soul mate? Yes, and if you died without one, you just never found him/her.

5. Do you believe in god? Not really.

6. Do you believe in everyone (even the beyond helpless)? Hahaha. No, some people just can't be helped.

7. Do you believe in having a good education? Yeah.

8. Do you believe in horoscopes? If I like what the horoscope says.

9. Do you believe in yourself? Most of the time.

10. Do you shower daily? Yes, unless it's a weekend and it's really late and I'm really lazy, then I just take a shower the next morning.

11. Do you cry easily? Yep. You have no idea.

12. Do you believe in Heaven? No, but I believe in a heaven-like place.

13. Do you believe in hell? No.

14. Do you believe in reincarnation? Yes, definitely! But I'm pretty gullable too.

-Faves-

1. Band? Nine Inch Nails (Trent!! ^^)

2. Singer? Michelle Branch

3. TV Show? Friends, The Simpsons, 3rd Rock from the Sun

4. Movie? The Ring, Lilo and Stitch

5. Actress/Actor? The Gellar-Prinze couple

6. Drink? Dr. Pepper, Moutain Dew or apple juice, or just water

7. Role Model? Sarah Michelle Gellar (not just cause she's got Freddie)

8. Day? Friday, or maybe Tuesday

9. Ice-cream? Vanilla

10. Quote? Don't really have one...

11. Song? All You Wanted by Michelle Branch

12. Holiday? Christmas

13. Season? Err... spring? I don't know

14. Color? Yellow! (or black, white or gray)

15. Flowers? Don't think I really have one... maybe daisies

16. Book? I don't really have a one fave book either. I like a lot of books.

17. Subject? Chemistry

-What do you think of when you hear...?-

1. Dog? I see a image of a white dog, kind of like the one from 7th Heaven and he's/she's wagging his/her tail.

2. Warm apple pie? Yummy. I want one.

3. Socks? Who invented them anyway?

4. Fish? I like fish.

5. Nails? Painted nails. Nine Inch Nails!

6. Swimming? in a pool.

7. The # 69? Orgasms, even though it doesn't mean that.

8. School? *deleted*, cause that's the school I go to! Well, specifically I think the band room.

Questions from Vonnie:

First bike: Dad taught me to ride my bike. I was about 5.

First best friend(s): Yui-Chan and Crystal.

First real memory of something: When I was about 5 years old... I had to buy food for myself at this shop, they always had cartoon porn and I always looked at it. I don't know why I did, because I always remember feeling sad afterwards because I think that the woman was always getting tortured... :S It really disturbs me too!

First car: I don't have my first car yet, but I'm driving my mom's Toyota Camery.

First date: Arg. I don't have to answer this question.

First kiss: I never kiss and tell!

First break-up: Jeff. :(

First job: Er... I still have my first job! Working at the district. I'll probably have to quit when schools starts.

First screen name: First official one that I used was 'sweetzangelz' I hated it, 'cause I sounded like a girly girl.

First self purchased album: Self purchased? Michelle Branch - Hotel Paper! Hahaha. Up until now, my dad has always paid for my CDs.

First funeral: I haven't been to one yet...

First pet: ::sniff:: 2 mice. Tom and Loki. Tom ate some of Loki and we gave Tom away later... or was it to the other way around? Well, he died too because he crawled out of the cage.

First piercing/tattoo: I got my ears pierced when I was about 7. My mom did it. Totally horrible. I was crying for hours. I also got another piercing on the top of the ear, on my left. No tattoo, nor do I plan on getting one.

First independent home: LOL! I still live at home.

First house/flat/apartment: I said I still live at home.

First credit card: My mom wants to get me one... but I haven't yet.

First love: I love you, Jeff!

First enemy: I don't remember... and the ones I had, well, I don't like being hated, or being enemies with anyone, so I'm usually nice to them, and they usually give in to my niceness, I hope it stays that way, I don't like being hated. The only person that I really dislike is Clare, but she thinks we're happy friends. What can I say? I don't like open hostility.

First big trip: Er... the one I'm taking in a few days.

First play/musical/performance: Oh! I remember this. I was 8 I think. It was my piano recital. I still have pictures to that day.

First musician you remember hearing in your house: I don't know...

12/29/03
Questions from Keni's diary.

1) Using band names, spell out your name(s): All American Rejects Nine Inch Nails Nirvana American Hi-Five.

2) Have you ever had a song written about you?: Yes. I have written a song about myself. And Jeff wrote a song about me once.

3) What song makes you cry?: Mostly friends or boyfriends that break my heart.

4) What song makes you happy?: A lot... Wonderful by Everclear, Beautiful Day by U2.

5) What do you like to listen to before bed?: Michelle Branch songs.

a p p e a r a n c e

HEIGHT: 5 feet 5, I think.

HAIR COLOR: Brown/black with blonde streaks.

SKIN COLOR: Peachish color.

EYE COLOR: Dark brown

PIERCINGS: 3 on my ears

TATTOOS: None. I'm not too into tattoos.

r i g h t n o w

WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: Blue jeans.

WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: The silence... no wait, the TV.

WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Nothing actually.

WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: It's cold.

HOW ARE YOU?: Not that great, cause I need to do homework, but if it wasn't because of that, I'd feel much better!

d o y o u

GET MOTION SICKNESS?: Nope!

HAVE A BAD HABIT?: Tons. Name someone who doesn't have a bad habit.

GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Yeah, we're okay.

LIKE TO DRIVE?: No, I don't like driving, but I like the fact that I can say I do drive.

f a v o r i t e s

TV SHOW: The Simpsons, Friends, 3rd Rock from the Sun, Charmed, Tru Calling.

CONDITIONER: I don't really have one...

BOOK: I like a lot of stuff, but nothing comes to me right now.

MAGAZINE: Err... Twist is a nice magazine...

NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Apple juice, coffee, or water.

ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Anything except beer and alcoholic drinks that are too strong.

THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Sleep and go online and unfortunately, there's always homework.

BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: Michelle Branch. Nine Inch Nails. Kelly Clarkson is quite cool.

h a v e y o u

BROKEN THE LAW: Yeah... I've stolen before.

RAN AWAY FROM HOME: Never had a reason to.

SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: Yeah.

EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: Nope, no reason to.

MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: I'm actually not sure... but I think I have.

EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: Naw.

USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: Yeah, online ordering. They found, and I denied that I did it. And the people online made a mistake. That was a close call.

SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: Hmm... technically I skipped a class before, even though I was excused from going.

FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: I think I did once... for like a minute and then I woke up.

BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: I think when I was younger and we had to do a play, but I've wanted to do a play for awhile now, but never had the courage to try out.

LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Hmm.. literally? I don't think so, but yeah, someone has come crying to me and I've helped them out before.

l o v e

BOYFRIEND: Nope, but I do love this guy and he loves me back...

GIRLFRIEND: I'm straight.

SEXUALITY: Heterosexual.

CHILDREN: I don't know. Sometimes I think I'll adopt, other times I want my own...

CURRENT CRUSH: None really...

BEEN IN LOVE?: Yes.

HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Somewhat, yes.

BEEN HURT?: Of course.

YOUR GREATEST REGRET: A lot of stuff... can't think of anything in particular right now though.

GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: Nope... almost this one time.

r a n d o m

DO YOU HAVE A JOB: Nope, not anymore.

YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: Nothing.

IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: Yellow.

WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Being among friends, true friends.

WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: That guy that will never break my heart... but that won't happen for awhile.

WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: I wanna get the Kelly Clarkson CD...

WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: Jed, Bo, Denysia, and Jeff.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: Go online, hang out with people... a lot stuff.

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t

TIME YOU CRIED?: I don't remember...

YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: Hmm.. in October I think.

YOU GOT E-MAIL: I get emails daily, but they're all from people I don't really know wanting help with something...

THING YOU PURCHASED: Err... I don't remember. Jeans. Yeah, jeans.

TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Completely? World Idle. Haven't watched TV in awhile.

MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Scary Movie 3.

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n

ABORTION: I'm for it. It's the right of choice... Plus, it sucks to be alive in this world anyway. Why bring another child to life?

TEENAGE SMOKING: I don't think anyone should smoke, not even adults. It doesn't do us any good!

DREAMS: They're okay.