Je t'aimes.
I don't know about everyone out there, but I have a tendency to act different towards crushes that are my friends. For one thing, I feel so much more self-consious, more than normal. I think this is because I feel like the person I like is gonna notice... the only thing is, if it's something I do with friends, why would anyone suspect that I like this other person if I do the same thing to/with them.
I guess I feel like everything I do has a hidden message and the other person observes it as much as I do. I wish I didn't act this way, if I wasn't so scared about how the stuff I do is noticible, I would talk to my crush more. He would see more hints... and maybe he'd like me back. -_- I really want to know who he likes, I think I would ask him, but he might ask me back... you know. Plus, I suppose it'd be kind of akward to bring it up. I'll see what I can do... ;)
Hmm... I really have not much more to say.
I guess I'm just so used to looking at my action's from others view. Honestly, what's the difference? I shouldn't treat any of my crushes differently from my friends, I'd be so much closer to them. Eh... I've got problems to work out.
You must be so confused.