03.27.03
#341 - Story of a girl

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There is a girl I know. She trys hard. To some, She just seems to try too hard at everything. They look down on Her, but She doesn't give up, because She believes. She believes more than She knows, more than She is willing to admitt. She gives everyone a chance, and sometimes many chances. She doesn't believe that people She know is evil, bad or immoral.

She loves to get to know people and be loud and make people laugh. But others look at Her as if She is a wannabe. She's really frustrated and trys to ignore these thoughts. She searches for people She can confide in. People who would love Her and truely see Her as She is. She promises that She would truely appreciate that person when She finds it.

She found someone eventually. Her name will be Lovely. Lovely is a smart girl. And the girl I know... She gave everyone a chance, including Lovely. That girl I know... Her parents disliked Lovely because She seemed wiser and manipulative, but the girl I know wouldn't believe that She would ever be manipulated. She only thinks the best out of anyone. The blindness goes on for 3 years.

The girl I know... she treated everyone with kindness and everything else that She wanted others to treat Her. She tried Her best to see the best in everyone. The girl I know made a few other friends and these friends were shared among Lovely and her. She started getting jealous. She didn't want to share Her friends with Lovely. But She doesn't complain, because She knows that if She was Lovely, She would be happy to have more friends.

Then it happens. It seems that her friend likes Lovely better. Why? She ponders. Could it be that She did something wrong? It's not fair, She thinks to herself.

As more days past, She trys to put it behind her. She gives more to Lovely than She's had in a long while. She tries Her best to make Her happy, and for awhile, Lovely was, but that didn't make the girl I know happy. She was extremely sad. The more She gave away, the less She got back.

She got angry. Lovely hadn't noticed. The anger built up, ready to explode. And the fuel lit and there's no stopping it. The pain and agnoy She felt... I wish I was there for Her so that I could make Her feel better, wipe Her tears away and tell Her how much I love Her... that not everyone is against Her when She was so alone. Yet, no one helped Her. Lovely seemed to be the same and if She was different, the girl I knew didn't notice it. She thought that Lovely cried, but She couldn't say for sure.

She gave it her all, the girl I knew. She had the faith. She had the hope. She tried Her best and gave all She could, but in the end it failed. What had gone wrong? She couldn't figure it out. And while She tries to figure it out, She sees Lovely talking to Her friends... as if nothing happened...

This is the story of a girl who had so much faith... so much hope... yet she was so broken... and that girl - that girl I knew. Her name is Anna and everyone loves to take advantage of Her and her kindness.


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