This is what I've decided to do. I'm going to lock this diary. I will frequently unlock it, once a week sometimes, more or less. The reason I decided to do this is because I dislike that some people know what I am thinking, but after I write it out, say like a few days later, I feel better about it for some reason and don't mind sharing as much. Most likely, I'll unlock this diary once a week. Any random day during the week.
Note that I will only give the password those who ask for it and promise that they wont give it to other people.
I have a lot of thoughts on my mind lately and I need to write them down here, so I think this is the best solution.
Yes, this does mean that I've returned to diaryland.