What am I talking about? This:

Jacob92584 (18:23:28): I read your diary earlier, looked like you had some complexity going
da r kange l z5 (18:23:33): lol
da r kange l z5 (18:23:38): constantly
Jacob92584 (18:23:46): hope I didn't cause it too much
da r kange l z5 (18:23:59): that's okay
da r kange l z5 (18:24:12): there's always a war going on in my head no matter what it's about
Jacob92584 (18:24:52): I hope you're winning
da r kange l z5 (18:25:11): i wish i knew which side i was on
Jacob92584 (18:25:26): the side you want to win
da r kange l z5 (18:25:39): i wish i knew which side that was
da r kange l z5 (18:25:40): lol
Jacob92584 (18:25:42): hehe
Jacob92584 (18:26:00): I'll stick by you either way you take
da r kange l z5 (18:26:11): haha
da r kange l z5 (18:26:29): hey jacob
Jacob92584 (18:26:29): I'm about to play a video game with Wing so I might get quiet
da r kange l z5 (18:26:34): i have a question
Jacob92584 (18:26:35): yeah?
da r kange l z5 (18:26:37): oh okay...
Jacob92584 (18:26:40): no
Jacob92584 (18:26:41): please
Jacob92584 (18:26:52): please ask me
da r kange l z5 (18:27:19): well i hope you don't take this the worng way
da r kange l z5 (18:27:42): but you know at first we were kind of just flirting and joking about the i love you thing...
da r kange l z5 (18:27:49): ...do you really love me?
da r kange l z5 (18:28:03): and please don't lie to me
Jacob92584 (18:28:15): I'm in love with you, to know love takes a while
Jacob92584 (18:28:27): but I am in love with you, that I do know
da r kange l z5 (18:28:50): oh... okay
Jacob92584 (18:28:56): why/
da r kange l z5 (18:29:10): i just want to know
Jacob92584 (18:29:17): what about you?
da r kange l z5 (18:29:31): i don't know if i am
da r kange l z5 (18:29:35): but i know i'm acting like i am
Jacob92584 (18:30:13): well, I'll be whatever you want me to be cutie
Jacob92584 (18:30:20): just make sure it's what you want
da r kange l z5 (18:30:34): sadly, i don't know what i want
Jacob92584 (18:30:41): then I'll wait
da r kange l z5 (18:30:49): it might be awhile
Jacob92584 (18:30:55): That's ok
da r kange l z5 (18:31:08): your sweet
Jacob92584 (18:31:15): you're worth being sweet to
da r kange l z5 (18:31:42): i don't think i deserve you
Jacob92584 (18:31:52): don't say that
Jacob92584 (18:32:09): because if I hear that one more time I'll have to change so someone will think they deserve me
Jacob92584 (18:32:23): start not showering or something ^_~
da r kange l z5 (18:32:33): haha
Jacob92584 (18:33:02): if you didn't deserve me I wouldn't bother to say anything
Jacob92584 (18:33:07): you deserve me because I want you to
Jacob92584 (18:33:17): I deserve you if you want me to
da r kange l z5 (18:33:35): that's a great way of looking at it
Jacob92584 (18:33:46): :-) you know, you're the first person to catch on to it
da r kange l z5 (18:34:03): heh
da r kange l z5 (18:34:53): how do you do it?
da r kange l z5 (18:34:59): aren't you afraid of huting?
Jacob92584 (18:35:36): how do I put myself out there?
da r kange l z5 (18:35:59): what do you mean?
Jacob92584 (18:36:12): you ask how I do it, aren't I afraid of hurting
Jacob92584 (18:36:27): you mean how do I just put my feelings out in the open?
da r kange l z5 (18:37:13): no
da r kange l z5 (18:37:47): aren't you afriad of things not working out, and getting heartbroken?
Jacob92584 (18:38:09): yeah, but I know if I don't try I'll never know how it feels to be in love for the right reasons
Jacob92584 (18:38:40): I've been cheated on, walked on, manipulated, all that hard stuff just to learn that if you don't try, you never know
da r kange l z5 (18:38:45): how long have you been in love with me?
Jacob92584 (18:38:56): don't laugh
da r kange l z5 (18:39:03): ok i wont
Jacob92584 (18:39:09): since the first deep conversation we had
da r kange l z5 (18:39:21): oh
Jacob92584 (18:39:37): that and the interests you have and the views you put out
da r kange l z5 (18:40:02): i'm surprised
Jacob92584 (18:40:08): why?
da r kange l z5 (18:40:46): well besides the fact that i didn't hink you could like anyone on like the first meeting, i'm just surprised in general... i didn't think i'dmake that big of an impression
da r kange l z5 (18:40:56): i ddin't think anyone in general*
Jacob92584 (18:41:37): I didn't think so either
Jacob92584 (18:41:49): but everything just fell into place some how
da r kange l z5 (18:42:36): did it really?
Jacob92584 (18:42:41): yeah
da r kange l z5 (18:43:34): i would give you a hug right now... but you're not here
Jacob92584 (18:43:46): I wouldn't let go for a while if you did
da r kange l z5 (18:44:01): good cause i wouldn't want you to
Jacob92584 (18:44:11): :-)

And this:

Jacob92584 (18:50:08): You seem really worried about all this
da r kange l z5 (18:50:31): i'm easily worried
da r kange l z5 (18:50:34): and stressed
Jacob92584 (18:51:21): what are you worried about most in all this?
da r kange l z5 (18:52:01): i just don't want to be hurt anymore
Jacob92584 (18:52:36): I'll try my best not to
da r kange l z5 (18:53:13): i know you woult
da r kange l z5 (18:53:16): would
da r kange l z5 (18:53:26): try your best not to , i mean
da r kange l z5 (18:53:38): i trust you
Jacob92584 (18:53:40): I know what you mean
Jacob92584 (18:53:51): :-) I trust you too
da r kange l z5 (18:54:14): :-)
Jacob92584 (18:54:44): and you won't hurt me, so don't be afraid to be honest
da r kange l z5 (18:55:02): you don't know that
Jacob92584 (18:55:28): true, but I'll try my best to make sure you're not afraid to tell me something
Jacob92584 (18:55:56): like if you don't want to talk anymore, or if you found a guy, anything of the sort.
da r kange l z5 (18:56:45): and that would really suck if one of those things happened because i know that it would probably hurt me more if i had to say something like that
Jacob92584 (18:57:12): please don't feel pain to tell me honesty
da r kange l z5 (18:58:05): if you're afriad that i wouldn't be honest with you, you don't have to worry about that
Jacob92584 (18:58:19): I know, but I'm more worried about how you take it when you tell me
da r kange l z5 (18:58:41): yeah, i'm worried too
Jacob92584 (18:59:18): just don't feel bad if you tell me, because it would be a lot better than just not saying anything right?
da r kange l z5 (18:59:39): i'm not afraid of telling the truth
da r kange l z5 (18:59:45): i'm afraid of hurting
Jacob92584 (18:59:55): don't be afraid to hurt me
da r kange l z5 (19:00:00): but i know that if i had to choose, i would be honest
Jacob92584 (19:00:06): good
Jacob92584 (19:00:16): These are the risks of love
da r kange l z5 (19:00:26): yeah i hate it
Jacob92584 (19:00:31): but it has to be done
Jacob92584 (19:00:58): I'm going play a game with Wing now, bbl if at all. If you're not on when I get back sweet dreams
da r kange l z5 (19:01:10): bbl?

Auto response from Jacob92584 (19:01:11): I am not available because I am playing a computer game that takes up the whole screen.

Jacob92584 (19:01:19): be back later
da r kange l z5 (19:01:30): ok
Jacob92584 (19:01:33): lol
da r kange l z5 (19:01:36): hey
da r kange l z5 (19:01:40): i love you
Jacob92584 (19:01:40): yeah?
Jacob92584 (19:01:48): :-)
Jacob92584 (19:01:50): you know what?
da r kange l z5 (19:01:54): what?
Jacob92584 (19:01:58): I do love you
Jacob92584 (19:02:13): because I just got really teary eyed when you said that, that was nice
da r kange l z5 (19:02:33): and i can feel my heart doing.. something
Jacob92584 (19:02:42): it's jumping like crazy eh?
da r kange l z5 (19:02:48): no...
da r kange l z5 (19:02:52): it feels more strained
Jacob92584 (19:02:58): strained?
da r kange l z5 (19:02:58): from feeling too good though
Jacob92584 (19:03:03): oh hehehe
da r kange l z5 (19:03:09): i guess it feels loved
Jacob92584 (19:03:10): mine feels like it's jumping all around
Jacob92584 (19:03:15): good
da r kange l z5 (19:03:20): really good
Jacob92584 (19:03:21): because it is
da r kange l z5 (19:03:49): okay, go, go play that game, i don't want your friend to be mad
Jacob92584 (19:03:54): and if I could I'd hug you until I fell asleep
Jacob92584 (19:03:59): hehe
Jacob92584 (19:04:00): ok
da r kange l z5 (19:04:01): i would do
da r kange l z5 (19:04:04): too*