Looks like I'm a do everything myself. Maybe I could use some help, but hell you want something done right, you gotta do it yourself. Maybe life is up and down, but my life's been what to now? I crawled up your butt from hell and that's when things got turned around. It used to be a lie, and now it feels pathetic. And now I get it. What's done is done, you just leave it alone and don't regret it, but sometimes, some things, turn into dumb things, and that's when you put your foor down. Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you? (Like you) Why do you have to go and hurt somebody like me? (Like me) How could you do somebody like that? You know that I'm never coming back.

This is probably the closest song that describes what happened. So yah, I guess I am putting my foot down, and I already know that I can't go back. I told Gus that I hated him, well... actually I was telling that to Chris, and then Gus was just right there. Now he says that I should watch my back cause he is going to do something to me. Okay, fine then, do whatever it is you are planning to do. At this point I don't really care anymore. I was nice, but people turned me this way. Man... life's a bitch. When I said I was ready for next year, I didn't mean I want life to be a bitch again. Oh well. I'll be okay, and if I'm not okay, who cares? No one, that's who.

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