Today, i finally got to watch a movie. i haven't since Kong Pow. me and nancy saw Sority boys, (i can't spell). it wasn't as funny as i expected but oh well. it was rated R cuz there's nudity. maybe it would've been better if we saw 40 days and 40 nights, but they weren't even playing that movie. i wanna watch The Sweetest Things now, but i guess i wont be able to for awhile, at least... not this weekened. too busy this weekend, and i gotta do that poem thing for Nancy, i keep forgetting, and i wanna work on my story, i haven't gotten a chance to for awhile... okay, so here's what really happened. today went pretty well considering i had the feeling that everything was going to go wrong. first there was practice... nothing too important. but i relalized that carrying those tenors aren't as bad as it was before. i mean, you're back hurts, but you get used to it. i can hold it up to for about 45 min. but i'm not sure if i could go longer, that's how long i held it today. then anthony took my cell phone from my pocket while i was holding the tenors, he caught be off guard. anyway, then he give it to chris and then at the very end i got kinda pissed cuz chris was pretending that he didn't have my phone, but i'm not stupid, i knew he had it. i dunno who he's trying to fool. he lies pretty well actually, i'm pretty sure that he did get me that CD for my birthday now, i just dont' know what he doesn't take credit for it, but it doesn't matter i guess. ok, so anyway in the end i got it back, and that's all i relaly care about... me and nancy were walking home and we wanted to go to Denysia's house, but she went out, you konw how she can be. so we didnt' go to her house. we passed by Lydia's place, she lives in this lil condo right pass the bridge on gridley, and we pressed the button for the telephone-talky thing and she was home! we went in for a short while cuz we couldn't stay that long. when we came out we pressed the telephone-talky thing for other ppl's houses. i thought it was funny, it made me feel better about chris and anthony taking my phone. i felt happy =) so we walked to my house and then Nancy's mom came to pick her up cuz she had to go home becuz she's grounded still for getting that progress report, so no one knew that we went to the movies. ok, so her mom took her home and then my dad sent me to the library where we were supposed to meet. it was my first time at the library and when i saw it, i was just like, damn! cuz it was 3 stories and it's really tall! the computers insdie that place must've cost them a fortune itself. upstairs, there's like this tables of 5 computers per table on both sides and there's like 4 tables. so that's like 20 computers, but i know there was more, i swear it was more like 40 computers. it reminds me of one of those dontation thing on TV. where there's rows of tables, and ppl sit behind the tables with a phone in front of them and the phone keeps ringing and the ppl keep picking it up so the could recieve their dontation. i'm not sure if you get that, but oh well. of course, that was only the upstairs. plus, there's like 10 iMacs on this one place right next to the esclator (yeah! there's an esclator!!) on the top floor it's where you search for books you know. it's nuts! the funny thing is, when you go in, it looks more like the entrance to a museum, but once you go all the way inside, then you'd see that it's a library. some of the structures are still the same. mostly the main level. the children's section is crazy! it's like this day care place, but then there's computers. like probably 30 of them in the whole place. then there's like another 10 iMacs to search books. the whole place is just crazy! anyway, enough about the library. then nancy came and then we went to the town center and we watched our movie, then later on we went to the book store cuz she needed to buy a book for her lil project thing or whatever. we got ice cream before that though. she didnt' get to finish hers cuz her parents came and she wasn't supposed to have ice cream, so i took it and ate it =) hehehe. well, while she was looking for her book. i was in the teen section as usual and then i always go through Francine Pascal's Senior Year books. and t hen i looked through the basics of what happened. i stopped reading at like book #20 and now it's up to 36 or something. well... here's the big changes in those few books. Elizabeth's ex Conner ran away to his good for nothing drunken dad and he is in rehab with some girl named anailah or something like that. they are good friends or soemthign... Elizabeth who felt like she was cheating on Conner with Evan, while he ran away. and they are also best buddies, is now back with Jeffrey French, one of her ex, and she cheated on Evan who found out, i think. Then... there's Jessica who was in love with Jeremy and they broke up becuz Jessica cheated on him with another guy named Will, they broke up and this girl Jade comes along and she and Jeremy date. then THEY break up (did i mention jessica and elizabeth are identical twins? YEP!) and Jade is with Evan now. Then Tia is dating someone who is Jeremy's friend, and Jessica comes in the middle and now jeremy and tia both hate jessica. Will was with Melissa and they had their whole future planned or whatever, and then something happened and now will is with some girl from some college, and melissa is waiting for will to come back to him, just as he always will, but then will says he isn't. yeah, i know this is confusing. the only thing that HAVEN'T changed is the fact that Andy's gay (i mean GAY, i'm not insulting him, i mean GAY) and he's listening to everyone else's problems. well, anyway the thing i'm getting at here is that this sounds all so familar and i think it should, becuz from what i can see, it's like a cycle of the same ppl you keep pairing them up with. Jeremy and Jessica. Jeremy and Jade. Jade and Evan. Evan and Elizabeth. Elizabeth and Conner. Conner and Tia. (they were never togehter, but they did kiss 2 times. and Conner cheated on Elizabeth) Tia and Angel. Jessica and Will. Will and Melissa. Elizabeth and Jeffrey. Maria and Ken. Maria and Conner. now Conner and that new girl. damn, it's just the same ppl over and over again. i'm just saying that's how my life works i guess. it's just this same group of ppl over and over again, i've never been with any of the ppl i would name, but you know what i mean, it's just a repetion. i feel like my life is a book now. how great! oh well, what does it matter. ok, so after realizing how my life was like a book, i saw "A walk to remember" by nicholas spark. i wanted to borrow it from the library but whatever, it didn't work too well cuz it was always gone. which reminds me, did you know that there's no due date when you check out books at the library? you can keep for as long as you want, crazy, huh? oh well, so i bought it. i've barely gone the first chapter. tomorrow i gotta wake up at 8 to help my dad with this lil store thing. oh well. i'll probably be reading the whole time. speaking of which, i found a book i do for my cerel box thing for mrs mayne. it's called "Lisa, bright and dark" by john neufeld. it's only 142 pages, it's supposed to be about a girl who is crazy, i mean like mental crazy. she doesn't even look 12. she's like 7 or somethign i think, from the cover picture anyway. it was the only book that looked interesting to read so i picked it out. anyway, i guess i'll close here, cuz that's all i got to say for now... oh yeah, maybe i'm over chris now. i hope so... speaking of which. you know what i realized? Diego is kinda smart, and he's much nicer than chris and anthony, well, that's only true if you're not like on chris or anthony's good GOOD side, you know? Diego has an overall nice personatliy. Anthony is still really a kid, he doesn't have the overall niceness that deigo has, but i thikn that's only cuz of chris, he follows his lead, that's all. and chris... chris acts differently with certain ppl, he has a serious side and a joke side. he's only serious when he's by himself. he's more thoughtful then.